Are you Happy?

Is what my girlfriend asked me at Famous Daves when we were having dinner. Actually she asked if things didn't work out with what I was doing...say when I turn 30 or 35 and I'm not where I want to be, will I ever be happy? Happy with living a normal life with a wife, children, house, etc. Man, for the first time in my life I was speechless. I really didn't know what to say, I mean that is a scary thought you know. TO not make it and be forced to living just a normal life. I mean what can I say. J-RE wants to say, "Girl, I'm J-RE...I already made it baby, don't even worry about that! But David Cirino is the one thinking like, "Man what if she's right?" I mean the fact is I ain't gonna be young forever you know? When you're young you tend to think that you will always be that way, but once you hit 23 the years just start flying after that.

The reality of it is this: I love music yo, but life, health, and family are more important above all else. Music is something that will never leave me, ever, period. It's apart of me like your finger is apart of your hand. This is a craft and a talent that I will always have, even if I didn't want it. I have it. If I do not become rich or famous from doing it, that doesn't mean that I didn't make it, It just means that I didn't get rich and famous from it. But I'm always going to do music, even it it's independent in my basement. Will I be happy? I can't answer that right now...

All I can say is this: When I was 5 and 6 I was happy playing with G.I. JOE and Mr. Potatoe Head, but now that doesn't satisy me

Take that how u want

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